Chasing away Chubby

Today was a bad day.  Work was stressful.  Everyone walking around bitching about everybody else.  My new assistant is a moron.  I was ready to leave work. 

Before I leave I look up my books, on the website, for my classes I need and print them out. They all are suppose to be in stock.  I drive 45 minutes to the bookstore and can’t find the piece of paper.  So I figure I only need my course numbers to buy them.  Except there is only one problem…I don’t know my course numbers.  So I call trusty sister #4 at work and direct her to my college email, give her my password, and she gives me the numbers so now, I am set.  I go in and give the kid behind the desk my info.  He looks it up.  I have 2 books for my EDU class and 1 for the math class.  He looks them up and says there is only one book in stock and it is for the Edu class.  I am a little disappointed, but happy I could do some homework and not have to admit to my instructor’s that I am a complete loser and could not afford to buy my books until today. (Classes started Monday!)  So I take the book and go to the register where the kid and another girl-kid…a snooty bitch, inform me that the book I am holding, so tenderly and protectively in my arms, has been sold to someone else and I had to give it back.  WTF???  You can understand that I was beyond pissed.  First of all I drove ALL the way up here to get my books which your website said were instock.  Then you give me a book, rip it away from me at checkout, and then inform me that it may be 2 weeks until I recieve them all.  Yeah, I am sure that my professor’s will have no problem waiting 2 weeks for my homework!!!  The snooty bitch wasn’t a bit nice either.  The kid was.  It was her I would have liked to slap down.  So I leave get to the parking lot and my phone rings.  It is BF.  I try to tell him what is going on and he cuts me off, and asks if I’m staying the night.  I say no, he says something…I say I don’t know, just give me a minute…He says I’ll give you all F*ckin day.  So I hang up.  He calls back and I lose it because I am SOOO sick of everytime something knocks me down, he kicks me!  I am so sick of him NEVER being there for me.  He just uses me for what he wants and if I don’t do what he wants he gets mad.  I just can’t take it anymore so he hangs up on me and I call back and leave it on his voice mail that we are through and for him never to call me again.  I just can’t do this shit anymore!  So I decide to call college to see when thye are going to dispearse the rest of my student loan money.  I used almost my entire paycheck to order those stupid books that I don’t have…$300 for 3 books.  Ridiculous!  So I call, and the girl on the other end informs me they are not expecting loan dispersement until mid-September!!!  You mean to tell me that I just spent most my paycheck on a reciept and they aren’t mailing the freaking checks until mid-september!!!  I figured I would get it next week!  WTF?

So I cried most of the way home.

I pick up the kids and sit at my computer and just try to breath.  Just breath…

As far as diet goes it has been decent today, but because of all the chaos, I didn’t get to dwell on my mini-victory.  I haven’t ate the best the last 2 days so I didn’t think when I stepped on the scale I would see a new low…211!  And adding in my new low brought my weekly average down to 212, which means I am 2 pounds down!!!  WHOOOO HOOO!  That is good on a PMS week!  I am now 16 pounds down!  I Rock!

On a sour note TOM finally arrived today.  I have only been PMS-ing for a week and a half now!  Well Off to find some workout to do!

Posted on August 24th, 2007 by lodyangel
Filed under: General