1FatSingleChick

Well, I did only lose 1/4 lb. this week, but yesterday I weighed myself and it says I’ve lost 13lbs. this past month!!!  So at least I am losing and I can tell a difference in my clothes already!

Now I just have to lose about 10 more to get to where I SHOULD have started from!!!

I started at 278 (ugh) and my highest weight before was 266, so I can’t believe I gained 22 MORE than that!

So, yeah, I’m shooting for my previous fattest weight first.  THEN I can really feel good when I lose beyond that. 

Ok, last week I didn’t even bother to go to my meeting.  I didn’t do much with my points as far as trying to lose, so I knew I’d be disgusted.

I didn’t gain, but I didn’t lose either.  So, I don’t feel so bad about it.

This week I’m trying to be more aware and eat better.  Now if I could just motivate myself to get out the door and walk or something, I know I’d lose more and have something to celebrate!

Why does it seem so easy to gain, but so damn hard to lose??