Well, I went to my meeting last night and I only lost 1 pound in the past week. I was pretty bummed since I’d stayed below my points.
I did eat pizza, donuts, etc. because my dad was in town. We always eat out alot when he’s here but I still stayed within my points.
I think my body just refuses to let go of the fat. It wouldn’t be so bad if I hadn’t GAINED about 20lbs. since last summer so now I’m just trying to get back to THAT fat size so I can at least get into my summer clothes (which are still a big size 22). Pretty depressing that I’ll be GLAD to get into a 22!
But I’m determined to really focus this week and I’m GOING to get rid of some more fat this week if it kills me!!!
Only bad thing is my daughter’s b-day party is Saturday and I LOVE the cake we’ren getting from Costco. God, I LOVE that wedding cake icing and the filling…mmmmmmm.
I’m allowing myself a 2×2″ piece and I’m making everyone take cake home so I have NONE in the house afterwards. So if ya want some cake, let me know!
I AM going to make some turkey wraps for the party for us fat adults. I kind of accidentally discovered them when I needed to make something for lunch at work in a hurry. I used a whole wheat tortilla and threw in lettuce, about 1/4c. WW’s shredded cheese, some thin sliced turkey, then poured some light Honey Mustard dressing on it and wrapped it up and threw it into a plastic baggie. It was REALLY good and I made one for today for lunch too. This time I put in more lettuce though. I like that crunch!
At the party, the kids and the men can eat hot dogs and brats and chips. I’m getting a ton of carrots and broccoli,etc. and I’m going to try to make a cucumber dip that’s not fattening.
See? I’m TRYING so hard and I’m not feeling all freaked out like “OH GOD, I CAN’T HAVE A SNICKERS,etc”
I just HAVE to get moving but now it’s going to be about 100 out with 105-110 heat indexes this next week and I’ll be dying if I go out walking in that. No way. Guess I’ll have to make myself go to the pool and do some in-water workouts!
Ugh, I had to buy a BIGGER swimsuit this summer since my other ones are tight and I hate my clothes up against me, especially being fat and having rolls that show. I always had a flat stomach and small waist so it’s pretty gross to look in the mirror and see this huge barrel waist with a floppy gut that is also stretched out from having a baby and no, it never ’shrank’ back to normal size!
So, wish me luck and hopefully I’ll have some BIG POUNDAGE LOSS to tell you about next week!! My meetings are Wed. at 6.30, so I’ll definitely be working hard on it!
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