Its not the jeans that make me look fat — its the FAT!!!

Just a 50 something female that has battled the bulge my entire adult life.  Ok since my pregnancy which was 28 years ago.  I thought I was huge and fat before I was pregnant and then it came true.  Over the years I have probably gained and lost close to 200 pounds always finding more than I lost after I finished with WW, NutriSytem, Diet Centre, Jenny etc etc…..

I was widowed in 2001 and probably topped the scales up around 280.  At that time I could care less - I just wanted to grieve and forget about the world.  When I emerged in 2002 I was happier but still huge — in 2003 I decided to do something and dropped about 40 pounds then gained 20 - then lost 30 then gained 10 so I am bouncing around between 230 and 250.

Planning a wedding for October of 2008 to the second great love of my life - he does love me for what and who I am right now but he is concerned about my health as much as I am.  So the battle rages on and I would love to look better on my wedding day.  Stay tuned!!!