Its not the jeans that make me look fat — its the FAT!!!

Still fluffy but will be getting back to “norm” next week. Hoping to make August 5th day 1 (yet again). We will be getting an extra hour to hour and a half in our day at home now. Both of us would like to use that time wisely for both our health benefits. We will play with Wii on bad days - go for walks on nice days - just hopefully do what we need to do and I have to get back to weighing and measuring. I am not being horribly bad - but not being great either. I will admit yesterday I was jonesing for a treat when we went shopping. I bought my sweetie two huge cookies and wandered through the bakery section looking for something. Thank goodness for the calorie labels. I had one delicious looking chocolate mousse cake in my hands — I turned it over and it was 770 calories!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Back it went and I bought a small slice of carrot cake (that’s healthy right?? LOL). At least it will take about three sittings to eat the cake - probably about 300 calories a sitting - so much better — right??? LOL

My mom wants to take me dress shopping - so I will have to suck it up and buy something fabulous - it just won’t be a size 12. I saw one style online the other day that looks gorgeous - hoping I can find something similar to try on. The wedding is becoming a larger monster than I had hoped for - my list is getting longer and the date is looming. Just have to breath and get it done - before I know it, it will be Oct 19 and it will be all over but the bills to pay

Filed under: General on July 31st, 2008