Neglecting you - sorry
I can’t believe how easily I let myself get led astray and who is doing the leading — me myself and I!!!! I have a lousy lunch on Friday — wake up with a bad back and then let everything slip and slide from there. I won’t say I went hugely overboard on my calories but I didn’t track and I didn’t move that much. Ok so lack of movement was from a very sore back. That is being taken care of now by my wonderful awesome chiropractor but he also ordered me to NOT do anything more strenuous than walking this week as far as exercise. So another week of no classes and no bootcamp - darn and the Wed bootcamp looks great — no kidding.
I also did something good personally — I reconnected with a friend that I haven’t talked to in almost three years. I am going to her only daughter’s wedding in a couple of weeks and we both thought it would be better to meet and clear the air before hand. It was nice and I am glad we did meet. I doubt if we will ever return to the friendship we once shared but then we are now both different people with different lives.
So here I start (yet another) new week. I must promise myself to input my calories and record my walking. I must get better — shed more weight and continue with a good lifestyle. I can do it!!!
Filed under: General on August 14th, 2007
Of COURSE you can do it - and WILL!
I’m awfully glad you reconnected with your friend. This way, there won’t be all that awkwardness when you see her at the wedding. And, I’m sure your conversation was easier than you anticipated, too. I think when we allow these things to fester, they get bigger and bigger in our minds than they really are, and once we actually confront the issue, it fizzles away like a deflated baloon.
I have friends who were very important parts of my life a long time ago and a long way ago. I’m a different person now, and so are they. Only one or two at the most, have been in my life for many YEARS. It’s rather like the ocean, isn’t it? Tide comes in, tide goes out. A natural process.
Take good care,
Z