Its not the jeans that make me look fat — its the FAT!!!

Calories for 04/25 1762 they would have been a bit lower but we went to a meeting yesterday afternoon. I was just feeling the start of hunger (I thought) so there were fabulous multi-grain crackers and thin slices of cheese. I took about 6 crackers and 4 slices of cheese — my guess was the calorie count was 300 (past experience LOL). Unfortunately it wasn’t hunger I was feeling but a horrible horrible gas attack. I chewed on some Pepto-Bismol but it didn’t help — driving home was pure agony. I came home tore all my clothes off — put on my favourite house dress and had a cup of tea then laid down. Soon enough I was feeling better but all I felt like for dinner was a bowl of noodles.

Need to be better for tonight I go for my assessment before Bootcamp — I do NOT want to know what I weigh. Strange enough ever since my rant last week I have been having tummy troubles and not sure if I am bringing on my own agonies — once again I was happy before I weighed myself - and the damn scale just tore me down. I know I need the numbers at sometime - but I prefer the numbers on the inside of my jeans - right now my size 16’s fit loose and soon very very soon that size will be a 14 — this I promise myself.

Filed under: General on April 26th, 2007