Yup, I am still here.  Don’t seem to get online to blog much anymore, or maybe just don’t seem to have the will or incentive to blog anymore.

My diet is shot to shit.  I am sitting here thinking about starting again, but there is no way I can do NS again.  I just cannot face fake food anymore.  Not that it is not good, I just don’t want to do it again.  I have thought of Herbal life, or Slim fast, then I can do two shakes and eat a meal.  I have also thought of WW.  I kinda like the idea of points and real food.  Also thought of You on a Diet.  Anybody give me some feedback on these???

The kids are at a good period this week.  They are talking and trying to work things out gently and calmly.  For the baby and for them as well.  They are trying to put the bitterness and hostility away and hold on to the friendship and what love is left.  The divorce is hard on both of them.  My son said it is the hardest thing he has ever done, and the worst thing that has ever happened to him and most times it does not seem real.  But they are going thru with it.  They are in their early 30s and have been together since 17 years old and I think they have just drifted apart.  They have grown apart and have both changed alot.  But at least they are trying to be adult about it……this week :)

I have stuck to my guns and am staying out of it.  I am here if they need me, to listen and comfort.  I am not giving advise or telling them what to do…   I am telling them I love them all.   It is hard at times because I truly worry about them and I do love them so, but it is for the best.  The stress was killing me and I was doing  no good at all.  They are adults and as much as I hate the fact that they are hurting, it is their life and they did it, so they have to accept the pain that goes with it.  On a lighter note, my grand daugther is walking!!

I had my thyroid checked on Monday so should hear back real soon.  My mouth is almost 100% cleared up and I am feeling like a new person.  DH is still away in NM and will not be back until the 25th.  I am lovin it!   It will be even nicer this weekend when I have a whole three days off and will be just me and my fur babies…..  I am going to sleep in, spend one whole day in my jammies, and because I am not into chick flicks, I think I will spend a day watching thrillers and actions movies and I get to control the remote…….ah life is good!

Now if I could just remote my flab away, click…no more double chin…, click…stomach gone, click…..big ass dissappears…….hell yeah :)