We can do anything we want to if we stick to it long enough.

American writer & lecturer, blind & deafHelen Keller (1880 - 1968)

I am so bored!   Work is long and boring tonight.  We only have 21 patients in the whole house.  I put a lot of the staff off low census.  Not used to having it like this so should enjoy it for a bit cause it sure will not last.

My son called today and he is not able to make it for a visit in August.  I am so disappointed as I was looking forward to seeing him and my grand daughter.  It has been almost 10 months.  I was there when she was born and haven’t been since.  I talk to them every day on the web cam and she knows her grandma but it is not the same.

I am trying to not feel sorry for myself, cause I do understand that he owns 3 businesses and it is not always easy to get away and leave your world with your employees.  He is really disappointed as well.  Sigh!  I am going to back to Canada and see them in October, I already have the time booked off and the flight, but that seems so long now.  I had wanted to get home in April but could not go cause we were short staffed at work.

Now we have hired another supervisor AND I CANNOT STAND HER!  She is a size 4, skinny broad and had the gall to say to me, “the shopping here is terrible, OMG, every size is in the double digits”  BITCH!

You all know the kind, the ones that have to run around in the shower to get wet and they complain cause their ass is too big!!  WTF 

And to make matters worse, she is lazy, the doctors do not like her and she is always trying to cause trouble for the staff.  My boss does not like her either so I think her days are numbered.  I don’t know what is up cause I am usually really patient with people but she really rubs me the wrong way.  BITCH

Gawd, 7 more hours to go………………

On the other hand my diet is doing okay.  Not great or 100% but doing well.  My cloths are looser and even my shoes are getting bigger!   I am not sticking 100% to NS, but managing to stay away from the junk food and that in its self is a big deal, as I am a confessed junk food junkie.

Well best go make a round….sigh!