Gotta get it out!

i’m back. it’s been a very long time since i’ve posted. lots of reasons…overtime at work, drawing, catching up with friends, overtime at work, doing repairs in my house, overeating, overtime at work, sleeping (a lot), collaborating with friend on her wedding video business and more (which includes my crash course on web design again), overtime at work… yeah, my butt is tired. oh and i forgot…fixing my treadmill! i got back on yesterday..woo hoo! it hurt, but it was a good hurt. i didn’t go for long, but i was sweating. i haven’t done anything for almost 2 months. i’ve been adjusting to a busy life and it’s still kicking my butt.it’s Memorial weekend and i have an extra day off work. sounds great huh? it is, except the short week will make work more stressful. as i said, i did go see a doc and i’m taking ‘happy pills’ now. i’ve tried a couple others in the past with no success. they made me feel disconnected and like i’m moving in slow-motion. this new one, it’s great! my problems that weighed me down before, so that i couldn’t even get 1 thing accomplished…don’t bother me so much now. now i just get up and do what i have to do. it’s not doom and gloom anymore.anyway, just a quick update, i’m still here. i’ve just been busy.i have also been listening to Jillian Michaels’ podcasts and she makes so much sense. i’m starting to like myself and realize that i’m the only one who can take care of myself and it’s never too late to start. it’s helping, and i figure that even if i get back into the swing of things slowly, at least i’m doing it. it feels a lot better than stuffing my face and hating myself afterwards.lody-thanks for noticing and holding me accountable! LOL!