The life I was meant to live

Food today:

Breakfat: orgnic oatmeal made with almond slices, raisins, flaxseed, little bitta milk and splenda brown sugar
                 2 cups water
Snack: 2 cups water
             yogurt with allbran mixed in
             An orange
Lunch: Open faced no fat turkey sandwich with lettuce, smoked gouda, red onion, tsp blue cheese dressing
             1 cup green grapes
             2 cups water
snack: unsweetened applesauce
             1 ounce light cheese
             2 cups water
Dinner: 2 cups water
              whole wheat pita filled with chicken, garlic, onions, mushrooms and smoked gouda cheese, oil
              3/4 cup sorbet

I went swimming today and for a short walk back from the lake. I think this is the first time i’ve been swimming in a long time! I miss it!! Swimming was my life when I was little but it sort of withered away. I am going to call tomorrow about adult swimming hours at the pool. I’m excited!

Thinking seriously about Kentucky for a year. Would love to be near friends.. just hope school and work are possibilities while Im there. The other option is NC with Niks gpa. Another good option. But I want my own place. I guess it’s a question of money and opportunities now. Even though my mental state is pretty high on the list too.

I feel like I have so much to do for this visa thing.. even though it’s all i’ve been doing forever. Will it ever end? and the biggest question is ‘will it be donein time?’ I can’t help but be nervous about that little aspect.

Anyway, My energy is up now that i’m BINGE FREE FOR 2 and almost 3 DAYS! hehe I think im ready to get the exercise going tomorrow. Baby steps abby.. baby steps!