I’ve had an AWFUL week eating - NO exercise - weight gain… it all adds up to me making BAD choices!!! I’m annyoed with myself.  It seems like everytime I make progress I give up on myself!  It’s SO IRRITATING!

I’m back up to #189 this morning. YUCK!  Last week i was at #185!!!  SERIOUSLY I NEED A KICK IN THE ASS!!!  Tonight I WILL exercise - even if I think I’m going to DIE!  I’m going to restart the 30 DS tonight!  I’m going to do level 2 for 10 days - NO EXCUSES and then level 3 for 20 days.  I have my sister who has agreed to nag me daily.  I will never know my potential if I DON’T PUSH MYSELF!!!!

Goals for the rest of the week:
Exercise EVERY DAY!
Eat 1200-1500 calories
Exercise enough to be at or under 1200 NET calories/day
DRINK WATER!  AT LEAST 64 Ounces a day!
NO MORE CANDY! (Halloween did a number on me!)
Cut back on Diet Coke - a 2 Liter a day is quite excessive!
Journal, Journal Journal.. food, emotions, etc… You’ll all see mor eof me this week!
DO NOT GIVE UP ON MYSELF!!!!