So the last two nights have been filled with potato chips and chocolate. My stress level is at an all time high - and it sucks!
Work - is really rough right now. My favorite boss quit. I’ve been looking for a new job to get me out of Flint for about a month - but this really is the kicker. I’m trying desperately not to do anything irrational - like quitting w/ out a back up. I need to get my family out of this area though. We’re never going to achieve our dreams stuck here.
Friends - I have one friend that isn’t talking to me, and it hurts a lot. It’s over something so trivial… but it is what it is. I can’t fix it… but I think right now not talking to her and letting her blow off steam is best. Maybe not.
Also TOM is here. I’m an emotional wreck! I just want to cry and cry and cry. UGH!!!
I’ll probably feel better tomorrow. Right now I just need to take care of the emotional stuff. But crying, and laying in bed for days sounds inviting….
There\’s a skinny girl in here somewhere and she\’s using the body she\’s trapped in now to find herself again.
marina
October 20th, 2008 at 10:41 am
Dont do it! Ive lied in my bed upset for a few days last week, all I did was binge and feel lousy for it
Try and find something to do and dont worry about your friend, I dont know the situation but im sure she will come to you in her own time 