Yeah. I’ve about reached the point in my life where I have little or no interest anymore in politics, because I figure ANYBODY who would want to run for public office - and most especially for the presidency - KNOWS that they’re not going to be able to clean up all the messes that Bush has made (not to mention the problems that we ALREADY had before he took (I mean stole) office, and the only reason they want to be president (or whatever they want to be) is for the potential benefit to themselves and their cronies. I liked Clinton. I like Hilary Clinton. I think she should’ve thrown his a$$ out when she found out about his extracurricular activities, and think she stayed more for political and economic reasons than any “stand by your man” crap, but c’mon. He didn’t solve homelessness, hunger, didn’t see to it that every kid had health care, a decent start in life, and educational opportunity. Of course, he didn’t start a war in Iraq, so he does have that going for him, at least, but my point is that none of them is really going to accomplish anything, and that’s the bare nekkid truth. Our systems are too well entrenched; I mean, how many people would lose their jobs - how many industries would collapse - if suddenly nobody was homeless anymore, if nobody was hungry, if nobody was out there committing crimes? We need our problems…. our whole economy is built on these problems. Here’s another one of my pet peeves…you’ve all undoubtedly heard about fuel assistance, right? The big energy companies typically donate modest amounts of money to something called the “Good Neighbor Energy Fund”. They donate, and they include a little note in their customer’s bills that enables THEM to donate to the fund. Then, needy families can apply for small amounts of fuel assistance money to help them pay for their heating costs during the winter months. Now, the energy companies write those donations off their taxes as a “charitable deduction”, right? And then, of course, when these grants are made to the poor folk, what happens to those grants? Why, they get paid right back to the energy companies, that’s what! So, they get a charitable tax deduction, AND they get their payments! I mean, is that clever or is that clever? See? You and I could be rich, too - we’re just not CLEVER enough!
Okay. I’m through with my rant for the day.
I had my “regular” “On-Plan” lunch today - a Boca Burger (original variety) for 8/10ths of a WW point on a piece of lavash bread (2 Pts) with maybe an ounce of red & green pepper strips (0 Pts) and 1 piece of veggie-pretend cheese (1 pt). I microwave the Boca Burger and pepper strips for a minute and a half, put it on the lavash bread, top it with the (pretend) cheese, put it in the toaster oven until the (pretend) cheese melts on my (pretend) burger and the Lavash is crispy, and then I EAT it! Considering that it’s only a total of 3.8 WW points, it’s both filling and tasty, and I’m rather pleased with myself for having created it. I actually bring it for my lunch quite often.
Had a BAD - really bad - nightmare Tuesday night after trying not to watch, but unavoidably hearing that Ken Burn’s WWII documentary that DH had on DVD (There must’ve been about a kazillion DVD’s in the set) and has been playing on his computer in the studio for DAYS and DAYS, now - although he didn’t play it last night after my nightmare the night before. MY computer is in the studio, too, so a lot of times while he’s in there painting, I’m in there messing around on my computer. Sometimes we listen to public radio, sometimes an audio book, sometimes we throw a DVD on. I have read enough - and seen enough documentaries - about WWII and don’t honestly want to see any more. Seeing pictures of the concentration camps, and witnessing the terrible things that were done to people just makes me want to believe in EVIL….I mean, it just seems demonic, the things that they did to people. And if it were just THAT time period, THAT war, maybe it would be something I could wrap my mind around - something that happened, but shouldn’t - and won’t - ever happen again. But throughout history, people have done terrible things to each other, and they are still DOING terrible things to each other. Anyway, it gives me nightmares - it GAVE me nightmares, and I had to abandon my comfortable and snore-free bed to climb in with DH…he snored on and off all night, Tuesday and last night as well, so now I’m tired and cranky as all get out. I’ve GOT to try sleeping in the guest bedroom tonight, but if I have another one of those nightmares, I don’t know what I’ll do. And as I say this, I know how pitifully self-centered I sound…I mean, look at what they suffered, and I’m kvetching about losing a little sleep!
Okay. I’m back on track with my eating. I binged on chocolate cake and ice cream on Monday - I HAD to - HAD to get it out of my system - and have been doing okay yesterday and today. <sigh> Why wasn’t I born with skinny genes (so I could wear “skinny jeans”? ) LOL. A little half-a$$ed diet humor, there.
So, onward and downward (hopefully) we go! No more CURDS for GAWD’S sake, Anngirl!
Hey Lyn - I posted a comment on your last blog, but I don’t think it actually went through. And unless you guys post, I don’t know how to find you. I am sadly techno-challenged.
Hugs, Rubes…hope you’re doing well, m’dear. And you, too, Soclose. Hugs all around. Jeeze, I love you guyz…LOL
Z

ella - gotta answer your comments: First, to qualify: I know I grew up quite lot here in the US (went back and forth to SA over the years for schools), and was actually born up in the Northern bundus in Manitoba in CA - I spent my whole adult life till my 30’s in Africa - so I have personal references to everywhere, it feels like. Now the opinion: You may be down on your politicians, on Bush’s hijacking of the election, but I still think the US has a better system than just about anywhere else. I’ve been following what’s going on in Zimbabwe with Mugabe and in SA with the upcoming elections and ANC politics - it’s brutal. The US system seems messy, but the law and your constitution is ultimately still respected and given a chance to be followed. I’m very proud of you.
October 17, 2007 @ 7:57 pmSecond: I will make some screen prints for you on how you can do those blogroll links! I think I can send it to you email as an attachment.
Third: Yeah, it is terrible about all the evil in the world. I have had those awful dreams too. But there always were, are and will be good people too, in the midst of all the bad stuff, they’re there and they help. You are probably one of them.
Fourth: Your diet recipe sounds interesting. I may try it. I may also try the WW points instead of the core plan. Very tempting.
Fifth: I agree, Anngirl must find something to replace those curds! I am going to have a think.
I have been refusing to go to any movie about recent wars—WW1 and on for years now; for my own sanity, I just can’t do it. I especially hate the bad dreams that leave a mental bad taste the next day; like you can’t escape what you were feeling in the dream.
October 17, 2007 @ 8:47 pmTo check on other blogs, just click on the name of the person (at the top of the message) who commented on your blog. When I first comment I sometimes write my blog title so people can find my blog, if they want. soclose/just10more Or else just go through the blogroll on someone elses blog.
I agree that our politicians by and large are #$@&^% but it’s the only system we’ve got and I do think no worse than and much better than the rest.
OK I give up—what are curds; is this like the curds and whey things from the nursery rhyme?
Yeah Ms. Ella, I agree that our system is jacked up. Most of the time I feel that it’s a choice between two evils… I’m feelin Obama this time - we’ll have to see. I have to say that I miss the old Ralph Nader - before he went off the deep end. I love the Green Party - but they haven’t had a good candidate in a while. Corporations are inherently evil - but damn - I wish I could get a job with one of them…
October 18, 2007 @ 2:40 amNo more nightmares for you Ms. Ella - I can’t bear the thought of you being hurt. The universe will hear us loud and clear. Meanwhile, we might need to get DH a little earplug thingie so we can keep you outta those documentaries.
Yeah, I feel the INTERVENTION and by golly - I admit that I’m powerless…..
xo
Dear Ella,
The cartoon is hilarious.
I too get nightmares when I watch something disturbing. It is scary and so I try to avoid those. But one can’t be such a escapist always, I guess. Sometimes I drown my bad thoughts by something powerfully opposite, hopeful.
Your food plan sounds wonderful. I would be so proud to be able to do half as well!
and skinny genes! - that is in my wish list for my next birth.
take care,
iniya
October 21, 2007 @ 10:27 am