Looking good naked…

I am 1lb away from having lost 10lbs and my first goal.

Well actually probably not tomorrow. Spent the night at my friend’s apartment last night. Went to wendy’s twice, and then had rudy’s bbq for dinner. Yeah so i’ll be happy if i don’t gain the ten lbs back and then some.

GAH!

And for some reason I’ve been very horny lately? My friend and I went out to the Hookah bar last night, then came home with wendy’s around 11:30 pm and for some reason we stayed up till 6am with the giggles and the munchies. It was fun but not good for my diet. I digress. We spent the whole time ranting and raving that it’s been soooo long since we last had sex. Her two weeks…. lucky. Me? oh nothing much, just freakin’ JUNE!!! Yeah real dry season over here. Oh well, what can you do but kidnap a hot pop star and lock them up in your closet.

I kid, I kid.

I’m 8lbs lighter from when I started on Saturday. I’m at 190, though i don’t think i had a good day today so i might be back up. Oh well. But if I don’t that means I am only two lbs away from my first 10 lb goal.^_^ My reward is to go to the zoo. Yes, I am almost 20 and still love the zoo.

Today was a stressful day. Short walk with the dogs before photography class. Then it was off with the puppy to puppy school. I think I’m going to go relax in the shower for a little bit. My dad came home with the flue and I’ve already caught it. GRRR!

I’ll get him back one day.

Overall Goal:

Weight loss plan: 1-2 lbs a week

Desired Measurements: 32-22-33
Starting Measurements: 42-37-44
Current Measurements:

Goal 1:

Welcome, welcome, welcome.

So here’s the skinny (ignore the bad pun):
I have 1 year to lose 88 lbs.  Augest 2009 I’ll be attending an event in an outfit reguardless of the out come of my diet. What motivation! And what’s worse, it’ll be a skimpy outfit.

Here’s a little info on me:
I have low self esteem. I rarely were anything that’s revealing.  I spend at least 30 minutes trying everything in my closet on only to leave in pretty much what I started on.  I like to hide away in my house when I’m feeling really fat, I hate letting my friends see me. Not to mention I can’t go to my favourite hang out place since I gained weight. I would die if my ex saw me now.

I plan on being very blunt, so bare with me and if you can’t, then click somewhere else. Duh.