Getting Started down the path AGAIN….
December 2nd, 2008
I am super unhappy right now. My self esteem is in the toilet. Not all of it is linked to my weight but a lot of it is…My husband is a super human and at the same time, I can tell that my weight is getting in the way of our physical relationship. My husband has a body of a Greek god. You might be saying, “luck you”! Yes, it was great when my body sort of measured up but now, I am walking around with a man about 100x more fit then me. Weird. And, I think that it is weird for him too. Of course, this is about the only thing that we can not talk about because he knows that weight is a hard subject for me.
I think that this is the 3rd blog I have started here. It seems that the amount of blogging I am doing is directly related to how well I am doing on my weight loss so I guess that I should blog more (more blogging = healthier eating!). I am about 190 lbs. I am looking to be 150, meaning I have about 40 lbs to lose. I am relatively healthy eater but I eat too much and I do not move. My biggest hurdle (by far) is finding the time/energy to move. I guess I should go run up and down the stairs now instead of writing in this blog but I will just jot down my food so far today and go…
Breakfast Burrito — Eggs, potatoes, salsa, cheese, sour cream
Lunch — 1/3 C mashed potatoes, string beans and about 1/4 C chicken sausage cubes
4 red vines (YUCK!!!)
2 C Green tea