the scale won’t move! Just like my Aunt!
Isn’t it odd how a few days ago I was THRILLED to be 197.5 but now after three or four days that weight has all the attraction of a relative who has overstayed her welcome! (and I can name names!! But I won’t!). More irrational thoughts and behaviour is that somehow I think I can punish the number by eating food I shouldn’t. So, as I was stuck at school last night for Grade 9 Parent night I ate things, like microwave popcorn (and I do not mean low fat!) and I had pizza. Two slices of pizza - one lovely vegetarian and the second a truly ghastly BBQ chicken. NEVER order that. Trust me on this one! But I remained 197.5 this morning!
Today I was worse. I had some chocolate for breakfast. Stop the insanity!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Add to that, I learned I did not make it through the Vice Principal process. My resume did not “do it” for me. Of course upon talking to the superintendent about my experience he kept saying “is that on your resume??” It was… leaving me to wonder (he was not on the committee who chose the resumes) could the people not be able to read a resume? Did they not understand what my experience was? Are they not embarrassed to admit that they did not know the Link Crew programme I referred to? Makes me think it is time to find a smarter school board to work for!
Makes you think….
Shari
UGH, that would so bum me out! UGH UGH and double UGH. You have no idea, it may be that some members of the Board have already picked out someone in thier minds. Things can get so political! When I was stressed out last year, I found walking with a neighbor really helped. We would talk and walk, and my mind would get clearer and clearer. When we are doing well we hardly ever walk, but then things get tough and we are out there hiking. Take care of yourself - dritta
Sorry to hear it didn’t work out for you Shari - maye this one wasn’t meant to be. Hang in there and don’t let the food become your comfort. *hugs*