Fighting the Dark Cloud of pudge!!

a journey into the psyche of weight gain

 

with gusto!

OK, I am back to fight again!  The monkey wrench was disheartening.  BUT, about a month ago I was determined not to see 200 on the scale again, and I have more or less managed to do that…hovering between 197.5 and 198.5 on the scale.

I am not sure what part of my brain wants to sabotage  me, but it is there and must be overcome- even if I can only hold it back in small increments (pretty impressive word for 6:40am, isn’t it?!!).  I realize that 190 by the wedding on Friday is not an option any longer, but rather than sit and mope, I am setting a new goal to get below 195.  No time line, just a number.  It worked last time.

On a bright note, with the panty girdle, the skirt for the wedding fit - snug but presentable.  At least I do not have to go out and buy something.  (just a reminder this is our civil ceremony to start the immigration paperwork- the bigger<but not HUGE> wedding is next July.  By then I certainly hope I am below 190!!)

Happy Monday!
Shari

Filed under : General
By canadianchunky
On September 24, 2007
At 6:43 am
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4 Comments for this post

 
drittadoll Says:

Shari:
You are looking good, and you know it! Don’t let a few pounds sway you one way or the next. You are under 200 and the skirt fits like a slick dream. - go for it! - dritta

 
 
tjnorth Says:

Oh my gosh, don’t worry about it, you will look fantastic - now and in a year!
If I ever get married again I have always said it would be in Vegas, I would be dressed like a showgirl and the preacher would look like Elvis (in his skinny years, of course)….imagine the girdle I would need for that…lol

 
 
Ann Says:

Hang in there Shar! Glad to see you’re staying under 200 - sometimes the numbers are such psychological blocks.

 
 
fl0wer Says:

It is Friday, I am wondering how you are holding up? I am thinking of you!

 

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