Fighting the Dark Cloud of pudge!!

a journey into the psyche of weight gain

 

The Noshery

definition.  Nosh.

  • (Yiddish) a snack or light meal
  • eat a snack; eat lightly; “She never loses weight because she snacks between meals”
    wordnet.princeton.edu/perl/webwn
  •  Yesterday’s big discovery…I like to nosh.  Even when I am not hungry, I like the feel of the textures of food in my mouth.  Yes, it is amazing when you slow down and deconstruct your eating habits what you will find out.

    I called this “the noshery” because when I was a kid we went to a restaurant by that name.  We really liked it.  It was very popular for a while but then “the crowd” moved on.  We didn’t because it was a great family restaurant…c’est la vie.  Rather like loving a certain colour of lipstick only to have it discontinued!

    Slimming World seems to be working.  If you count the two pounds I gained during the day I signed up (but did not start the diet so figured I should eat everything and anything) I have lost 3 pounds in two days.  More than likely two of those pounds were the fake fat I was talking about in an earlier blog, so in reality, I lost one pound in two days.  Still not bad.  Even more amazing I have stuck to it for two days!

    I realize the diet can only guide and I must decide.  As I have slowed my eating process down to analyze it, I can now make better food choices.  (well, better is a relative term…I prefer chocolate but do not instinctively grab it now…I think about it first).  I stop and consider the ramifications of my food choices.  I also consider that I am sick and tired of being pudgey and that this weight thing hangs over my head and life constantly.  I also consider that I am paying for this diet plan so why waste hard earned cash?  Of course, my mind may change from time to time, but I am hoping I can keep this up for the next 6 weeks- before I go off to Europe for a vacation.  Being fat in France does not seem pleasant.  (Not that being fat in Canada is a barrel of laughs!)

    And so I am really taking it one day at a time.  I am guessing that this is what recovering drug addicts and alcoholics do.  Am I really all that different?  I am guessing food addiction is somewhat similar.  I dunno, as drugs and alcohol have very little effect on me.

    Have a great day!

    Shari

    Filed under : General
    By canadianchunky
    On June 20, 2007
    At 8:06 am
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    Ann Says:

    Food addiction is actually MUCH harder than alcohol and nicotine. You can stop drinking, you can stop smoking, but you sure as hell can’t stop eating.

    I had the worst problem with emotional eating and self-medicating myself with food. Once I realised what I was doing, I am much better about it not, altho I still slip up once in a while.

    Glad to hear the diet is working!

     

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