Fighting the Dark Cloud of pudge!!

Ok, this sweet pepper thing seems to be working.  How long before I get sick of it?  Who knows!  Who cares!  At least Iam ok now.  AND I did not even eat the entire pepper today!  So there!

I am feeling better about my weight…I know it is only a few pounds, but I am below 200!  (I number I NEVER dreamt I would ever reach in the first place!!!).  Small steps.

Granted I still eat my chocolate…but less of it.  So, so far so good.  (that was a lot of “so”s in one sentence!)

No new reflections or revelations today, just feeling good and hoping I can keep this up.  My dream is to get down to 192 by June 22 to surprise my boyfriend.  OK, I know we are supposed to do this for ourselves and not others but it would be nice to be down to the weight I was when we met.  AND June 22 is the next time I can see him (long distance relationship for those just joining the tour!).  If I do not make that goal he won’t be upset.  In fact, I won’t be upset…tad disappointed, but it is not like I have not had weight loss disappointments before!  Has anyone trying to lose weight not had weight loss disappointments?!!

Anyway, I figure 192 is a good first goal and all good goals should have a time frame.  As the saying goes, write your goal in concrete and your plans in sand (ok, maybe not the exact words) as your goal doesn’t change but life can impact your plans.

Now, if I can only survive this PMS!  Hand me my light sabre!

 Cheers

Shari