It’s all up to me

I called the doctor yesterday and it’s a good thing I did, there isn’t an opening until July 22nd.  I was going to wait to see if the home remedies worked first but I guess this will give me a month to figure things out.  It honestly does feel better already b/c I have been stretching my heel whenever I’m resting and before I get out of bed in the morning and I have been making sure I’m not walking around barefoot.  I will do just about anything to hang on to my cute sandals and heels!

I remember back over the winter when I said that I felt that life was like the movie “Groundhog Day” b/c we were having major snowstorms every couple of days for months at a time.  Now, I wish that life was like Groundhog Day.  This week has been marvelous.  The weather is PERFECT which to me means sunny, almost 80 and not humid.  I have gotten in at least 90 minutes of vigorous exercise every day and my eating has been on plan.  I have had individual time to spend with both of my boys as well as my hubby and we have had good family time together.  And each day I have taken a bit of time completely for myself on top of the “me” time I get when I workout.  What’s even better, I haven’t felt guilty about it.  I know that when school starts that I’m not going to have this luxury so I had better enjoy it while I can.  I’m superstitious by nature so it’s scary for me to put my positive feelings into words b/c I’m afraid that they’ll vanish as soon as they’re recorded, but I feel like this is the time that I’m really going to change my life.  I know that there will be bumps in the road and that at times it will be harder (like next week when I’m in class from 8-5) but I’ll deal with those times when they happen.  Fortunately I have you guys with me, cheering me along the whole way!