help
I need help. Since we have had my son home from the hospital I cannot get back on the program. And it’s not even that I can’t, it’s that I don’t want to. I realize that we have been through the ringer; I don’t know if I posted how serious his illness was but he nearly died. The first day he was in the hospital the doctors talked to us three separate times about how we wanted to handle life support decisions. Now that he’s home we are so happy to have him but I think we’re still walking on eggshells waiting for the next seizure or next bad thing to happen.
Part of the reason I think I’m having such a problem is that he will have surgery on Sept 17th which will interrupt any progress I will make. I know, stupid excuse but it’s an easy excuse to make.
My hubby and I have talked and we are both going to get back on the program on Monday. I know we should start right now but we’re not ready and if we try we will fail. I am also going to see my therapist but I can’t get in for almost 2 weeks. I saw him a few times last spring when things were overwhelming and he helps a lot, I’m really looking forward to seeing him.
I’m at least proud of myself that I am blogging even though I am eating like crap and not exercising. I will get there, I just need to keep getting up every time I fall down. I WILL DO THIS!