Right now is a new low… to balance of the high from last weeks weigh in. I am now 150.6, so frustrated!! In all fairness I haven’t been watching what I have been eating, or counting points regularly. I get so hungry at work that I use up most of my points before I even come home at 3pm. Then when I do come home I am still hungry and end up saying screw it and eating whatever I want and thinking that tomorrow will be a fresh start. It never is though, this is a daily cycle.
The girls I eat with at work eat ALOT and I am stuck eating salads and fruit with a little bit of chicken and if I am lucky maybe a 100 calorie pack of some form of carbohydrate. I usually get around 10 points at lunch… usually because the girls I eat with do the whole “try this, try that” thing, like everyday is a freakin potluck. Good for them, they are sharing and eating, and happy… but unfortunately I cannot partake in that when I am trying to stay within 21-25 points a day. I have many a times been tempted to eat on my own, but should a diet really mean social isolation at work?! I have healthy snacks here at home… but eventually if you eat enough 1-3 points snacks, they add up (big surprise).
Anyways, just trying to vent. I honestly want this week to be better, but I am feeling lost with it all. I am lost without a compass… help!!
Posted on August 9th, 2008 by breathingspace
Filed under: Ramblings
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