It’s in the genes…
Uncategorized September 8th, 2008I’ve read the first 14 chapters and I find so much in this book that really resonates with me. I want to be a teenager and go to fat camp and be Stephanie’s best friend.
I love the fact that she “goes there” with the relationship with her parents. She loves them. They love her. But she tells it like it is and does not hide or cover for the flaws in her parents. I personally had a great childhood and loving parents, but they definitely contributed to my fucked up relationship with food and body image. They didn’t do it on purpose, and I’m an adult now who is responsible for my own well being and responsible for taking care of my own business. But the seeds are planted when we are young and……. how did I get off on this tangent when I am talking about a book? lol
Oh, yeah. The chapter about the Parent Weekend, when they come to visit, and all of the “fat” kids get a break from camp and basically use it to binge eat. And their parents not only allow it, but encourage it, as kind of a treat for having done so well losing weight. Hello? This is what I do with myself EVERY FREAKING WEEKEND! I workout all week, I try to do well with my diet, and the moment I have accomplished anything, I reward myself by basically undoing it.
So, I am about halfway through the book, and definitely liking it.
September 8th, 2008 at 8:12 am
Oh yes. I thought that too. I have actually finished the book. But I was thinking “I want to go to fat camp!” I had a few problems with the whole camp thing. Or maybe it’s just me. First off, she weighed LESS than I did in high school. Yet she felt fat. I did feel fat, but I also played sports year round, so therefore perhaps I was more “fit”? Like when she described the experience of going to the other camp and playing softball. Her team made fun of the catcher for the other team b/c she was “fat” and should have been at “fat camp.” I wonder if that catcher thought of herself that way. What would have been going through my mind if I was the catcher is “Yeah, I may be bigger than you but at LEAST I CAN THROW A BALL!!” I don’t know. Maybe fat has to do with a mindset.
September 8th, 2008 at 9:50 pm
I’m thinking you are right on - fat having to do with a mind set. Just fixing myself up, losing a few pounds and standing up straight, suddenly I start to feel more trim, not like the blob I was a few days ago. Think I would rather go to another kind of camp, though.