So discouraged
September 13th, 2008
I have wasted a year! Well 3/4 of one anyway. I was 246 on Jan 1, 2008 and here I am in the middle of Sept at 250!!! I had hoped to be 200 or below by now. I just cant seem to get my fat butt up and MOVE!!!!! I just want to eat and eat everything I see. I know Im a long way from the 307 I started out at, but still.. Im a long way from the 200 I want to be! I know I can do it. Heck I was down to 236 at one point. I just need my mojo back. Please GOD help me get my mojo back. TBL starts back soon and I pray that gives me motivation. I dont want to do this for anyone but myself. I want to be happy with my body again.
September 13th, 2008 at 4:08 pm
OK, you’re back at 250. Once you lose 1 more pound, though, you’ll be closer to 200 than 300. That was how I tried to look at it and it really helped get me over the hump. Now I’m trying to get closer to 200 than 250. You have come so far, and I’m sure the new season of TBL will be a huge source of inspiration.
September 13th, 2008 at 4:10 pm
Chin up hon - you can do it. Just gotta get that wind back again and you’ll do it! I think that TBL will help motivate you
xoxoxoxo
Hang in there hon …..
xooxoxox
September 14th, 2008 at 9:18 am
Awww….all I can tell you is there’s lots of us where you are at. It boils down to willpower for me; sometimes I can have treats in the house and they don’t tempt me….other times a pro wrestler couldn’t keep me away from them. (And I swear that my car turns into Micky D’s on it’s own and orders a hot fudge sundae)