enuf is enuf
Well, I slipped beneath the dark current this morning as soon as I woke up. So much for treading through this - I sank like a brick and spent the morning in a sad funk. I was bummed out all day despite it being such a busy one.
I felt queasy about the whole rowing thing last night and decided to not go today. I don’t need that shit. I honestly don’t. Then I saw that they were going to assign me to ‘lead’ the boat. Hell no. So I begged off for this week and found a rowing organization that’s about 5 minutes from me. I spoke to the woman in charge and she let me know that while they don’t have a team, it’s individual rowing in a one person boat and you can go out as many times/days as you desire for a flat fee. I scheduled a lesson (60.00) with her to see if I would like it. So my lesson is on 8/25 at 6:30am and I wouldn’t have to get up earlier than 6:00am! A far far cry from getting up at 4:00am and I feel like I’m going to like it because I can actually row as long as I want to without waiting for others to take their turn for a 5 minute spell. So I am hopeful. Fingers crossed 
I can’t tell you what a relief that was…
Anybody see the Manor House? The PBS series about going back into the past? I absolutely loved it when I saw it and now I’ve got the 1900 House in the DVD player. What a wonderful escape for me.
I also think I slipped under today because of the whole house situation (or lack of house for the money) as well. But everything takes time - so we’ll remember that and with the whole rowing bullshit behind me - I’m feeling better.
Ok, yet another hectic day again tomorrow.
I’ve decided that I don’t like this new editing page….
Hi Annie, just catching up with you…I’m so glad you found an alternative to your current rowing group. You handled your anger well, in my opinion. Maybe you don’t need an anger management class after all. The houses sound lovely, just lovely. I SO know what you mean about the yearning to own a home, your very own space on this earth with a peaceful garden. Congratulations on your credit score. Also, great job on sticking to your resolve to create order in your home, on talking to your brother again….on being YOU!
OH MY GOSH! I cant believe that there is someone else out there who knows what those shows are. I own Colonial house, 1900 house, Manor house, and 1940’s house, and Frontier house- my fave! I LOVE those shows. because when you feel like your life is a bit tough just take a peek at the “Good Old Days” and realize we have it pretty good! LOL
Plus, Annie I am so proud of the way that you handled the situation. Good for you to persevere and look for another way rather than give up. Keep it up.
Joy
Hey annie girl! I don’t blame you for finding another rowing program. To hell with that crap. You are doing this because you enjoy it-not so you can have b****es ruin your day for you. WTG. YAY! You are getting a house! You should move to KY. Honey- that cute, little run down house you liked so well, you could probably get in my hometown for under $100,000!!! $250,000 around here would buy you a mansion!!!!
I missed you girl! I am coming back thougth full time!!