Well, I am going to try to re-commit to this blog after a long (ish) absence.  I got incredibly sick for about a week and then have been off the food wagon for a little bit.  I need to get back on track, as I’m just so sick to death of being fat.  I haven’t gained back any of the ten i lost, but I haven’t lost more either.  I need to power up and re-dedicate to this whole pain-in-the-ass process.  I have been unpleasantly busy, but i have to make the weight loss lifestyle a priority once again.  This weekend I am helping my mother get my grandma moved in to an assisted living facility.  The whole thing has been incredibly draining, confusing and upsetting.  I’m hoping that when she gets settled, after a brief adjustment period, she will be happier and safer i.e. able to socialize, not leaving the burners on, etc.  It’s going to be hard this weekend, but should get exponentially afterwards.  I’ll write tomorrow; got to get on track with detailed food breakdowns to keep myself accountable.