I’m so busy right now and I have a lot of crazy family stuff going on.  The past few days I’ve eaten like garbage.  I have to get back on track- I’m freaking out.  I can’t keep eating like this or I will undo all my hard-won progress.  Hopefully, I will have time to recollect this weekend, because i MUST get my head on straight.  It’s almost July.  My birthday is in late October, and I intend to lose a shitload of weight before then and not just in my fantasy life- in reality, through diet and exercise.  I feel so much better and happier when I’m working out a lot and eating plenty of fresh, healthy food, so why the hell am I smoking cigarettes and eating Baked Lays? I need to get my shit together (it is the name of my blog after all).